"She" (Mother Ayahuasca) is going to make you laugh. She's going to make you cry. She's gonna make you terrified and also put you in awe. She is gonna break you down. Break you down pretty hard. And build yourself back stronger than ever. She;s gonna make you see who You really Are. And it has nothing to do with the ideas you built of yourself. Its far beyond it. Transcends time, space, forms and descriptions. You are the unbreakable and infinite Creator of the Universe. You are the flame of the Divine fire. You are perfect. You are free. You are Love. I AM Love. I am You.
Letter from Mother Ayahuasca. <3
"My dear ones, my lost children of darkness and light. I come from your present and future past, from all that you have been, and from your hopes and dreams. I have been calling you for a long time, but your ears were deaf to my song. Perhaps you have found your way to me after a dark night of the soul. I cannot promise to deliver you into the light, I can only show you the doors that you have always avoided by your fears, everything from that point is up to you. I can sit with you, for a while, as you learn to light your own candles. And it is possible that your night will get darker still, and that you will need to carry many candles before the dawn appears.
I am the flesh and the spirit of the sacred wisdom of the earth, of the plants, animals and birds, of the moon and of all the stars, which I reflect back to you in your own visions. I am the Holy Spirit. I am the stuff of dreams and visions and Light - even though sometimes in me you can see only your own nightmares. I am the mirror of your soul, I am the mirror of the soul of ages, and the soul of the ageless.
When you behold me, you enter the realm of the bardo, of your own symbolic death; the death of your Ego, the death of all your stories about yourself that blind you. And in that realm it is not external beings that you will see - angels and demons and malevolent spirits, or gods and sorcerers and devils. What you encounter are your own heights and abysses, your shadows and projections. Your creations. I am the mirror that is calling you to stop running and to turn around. To face your own evasions and to witness the countless ways in which you've learned to hide. So that you can better know yourself. In the end, you must become your own healers and shamans. I will make you work like you have never worked before.
The only real journey that ever really existed, that can exist, and the only real journey that will ever exist, is the journey within yourself. This is where I take you.
My sacrament will be the most difficult and challenging experiences of your life, yet nothing in the Universe can ever be more rewarding. I can only walk with you, for a while, and hold your hand. But the journey is yours to make. And it is a journey you must repeat. It will take you from illusion to reality, from the consensus trance of a mad society, to the sanity and stillness of your heart. And from the death of lifetimes of quiet desperation, to the immortality of an instant.
Let us share our visions, together.
My dear children, the rooms in your house are a chaos. The house of your soul and the house of the earth on which you tread your feet, not lightly. I cannot put those rooms right for you. I cannot be a mother/father that admonishes you, with a stern voice of authority, to clean your rooms, under the threat of punishment or the promise of reward. That is not how Mother Holy Spirit speaks. I can tell you, with a voice that echoes the vibrations of love and understanding, and the melancholy of quiet sorrow: look at the huge mess you have made. Are you happy dwelling in this chaos, where it is difficult to encounter yourself? Difficult to find your belongings, where all your toys lay scattered and buried under the rubble of madness and folly? Can you not see that if you choose to clean your own rooms, not because of any compulsion or promise, but just so, for yourself, and in this present moment, which is all you can ever know of time, then you will be able to breathe better, to move around more easily, and to learn how to play? Once more. There are so many lost treasures beneath the mess you have made.
I reveal the doors within yourself to Find them.
My dear ones, my lost children of darkness and light. You see the cosmos as a stage on which the drama of good and evil is played out. You dream of a sword of light that would conquer and vanquish all the darkness. And you have made the whole world into a projection of the battlefield of your own Soul. You fight, endlessly, against the monsters and demons within yourselves. But those demons are the wounded inner children of your past, they are your pains and your defenses, they are the voices that could not emerge into the light and learned to live in forgotten caves. They are your insanity. They are you. And those others who you rage against, because of their ignorance, and immorality and ugliness… they are also you. Lay down your weapons and embrace your enemies.. the enemies that live within you. Haven't you understood - no battle is ever won. They are not even fought. The battlefield only reveals your own folly and despair, and victory is the illusion of philosophers and fools.
My dear ones. Let us learn visions, together. I am the Spirit of Spirits. I am the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit of the Universe. This moment is all you can ever know of time." ~ Mother Ayahuasca.
"Fear of Self means you never live"
Although each persons experience on Ayahuasca is unique, there are some commonalities that show up again and again. These include:
-experiencing pure love and wisdom.
-entering another realm more real than what we experience day-to-day on earth (in other words the 5th and 7th dimensions of Spirit that is everywhere all the time, far beyond our 3rd dimensional physical existence, yet the higher dimensions are right here all at the same time, and most importantly, these dimensions are within you!!!).
For more on the 5th dimension of Soul enjoy the following link-
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/ciencia/ciencia_consciousuniverse121.htm
-realizing we are all one (separation is total illusion, and how everything is connected is impossible to describe because it's infinite connections. The only way to know it is to experience it, and BE IT ).
-fear of death eliminated, as you realize this is a temporary existence for your soul to grow and learn.
-everything is conscious.
-entering a realm where space and time no longer exist, everything is infinite and in the ‘now’. (the infinite now of the 5th and 7th dimensions of light, where no time and no illusions can exist)
-experiencing unconditional love through every cell of your being, on a level we don’t have words to describe.
-having access to all information in the universe instantly. Realizing we in our human bodies will never fully grasp all there is, reality is far more complex than we could ever imagine.
-reliving past experiences of your life (and sometimes past lives as you are connected to Soul memory, not the mind memory of your false ego), first from your perspective, then from the other persons perspective. We get to feel how we made them feel. This is for us to learn, not as a punishment.
-there is no punishment in this realm, even if you have a ‘bad’ experience. The ayahuasca is teaching you a valuable lesson, it’s up to you to learn from it.
-digging up past traumas buried deep in our subconscious, bringing them to the surface and helping us face them and get over them.
-a love for all living beings (people and animals). Many people eat less meat, go vegetarian/vegan or eat more fruit and vegetable following the experience.
-giving up on the material world, many people change their field of work to one that help others rather than focusing on making money for oneself.
-realizing that we are not here to accumulate money or physical possessions, we are here to help one another, love one another and grow.
-during the experience the ego is removed, revealing your true self.
-you may see complex geometry, moving and flowing in colourful patterns.
-realizing everything is energy vibrating at different frequencies.
-feeling of your pineal gland (3rd eye) being sore for a day or two after, like a muscle worked out for the first time.
-meeting other beings far more intelligent than any human and being able to telepathically communicate with them.
The truth is, All the ascended masters in every religion were Shamans, who had many direct Spiritual experiences with Sacred Entheogen Plants. Jesus as well used sacred Plants to heal, and it's well documented. The divine sacred Plant Entheogens are our true teachers, always have been and always will be.
What I absolutely love about Ayahuasca is she has such a perfect Universal design to only pull in people who have an extremely deep love for Truth. The Spiritual Warriors. She leaves out the insincere who have too short of a barrier of courage. She has such a perfect barometer and threshold for every human being on the planet. In other words, if a religious person who has been totally brainwashed by all the lies of churches, sees the ceremonies are done at night, and sees some snakes in some Ayahuasca Art, and sees it will be difficult at the beginning to face their Ego, they will immediately run away by their silly superstitions and illusions. Totally owned by all their fears. LOL. And totally ignoring the enlightenment and infinite revelations aspect later. Becoming absolute Truth to them is not worth it. And then on the other hand, someone who is into the occult garbage and into dark energies, will not want to take Ayahuasca either, because they will learn that Ayahuasca eventually leads to Enlightenment. LOL !!.. Truth is ALWAYS Paradoxical !!
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The Truth is, Ayahuasca and the journey to your own Soul is the most adventurous and most magical event in the Universe, that your mind can't imagine. Each Ayahuasca ceremony is like unveiling just one chapter of the infinite book of Truths that are Within You. The fears and trepidations of Ayahuasca exists nowhere else in reality, but in your own mind. But at the same time don't fight any fear with taking Ayahuasca, actually feel the fear that you're imagining deep enough where you come to greater understanding, because it's normal, you're supposed to be afraid. The ego-rational mind reacts with fear and has images of fear because it cannot comprehend what it is about to experience. The fears work in many ways. And One is, believe it or not you are showing respect to Mother Ayahuasca by being somewhat afraid. Secondly, your ego is afraid of the unknown, and is afraid of the light of your True Self of Soul, so the ego will react by being afraid of Ayahuasca, as the ego wants to stay in it's little prison box and false reality and false identity.
And guess what, all those fears of Ayahuasca is really a reflection of the fears in your own life, they are not separate. Those fears and anxieties don't belong in your life anymore, so go for it , Drink Ayahuasca, and bottoms up! Later on, after you work with her through multiple ceremonies, you're going to go home and want to have more Ayahuasca ceremonies (as you realize all your fears were total illusions ;-).
Remember, without the illusions of fear, courage would not exist ;-) .. And no matter what happens, in every Ayahuasca ceremony you will receive Exactly what you needed, that are far beyond words and far beyond the rational ego-mind can possibly imagine. Just shut off your thoughts and don't judge the experience, don't try to define it because trying to define things is just an indication of fear and the false need to control, as when you do define things in your mind the progress will slow, and it may take a few Ayahuasca ceremonies for you to really let go. Instead of defining things, let go and become it (become the experience itself). Allow Mother Ayahuasca to become One with you as you will feel her energy consuming every fiber of your being that is impossible to explain as it's far beyond words. And fully surrender to the divine mystery !! <3
"Breathe .. Allow ( just Accept everything that happens in ceremony and don't fight it) .. Relax .. Flow .."
"Breathe.. ALLOW... Relax... Flow" ;-)
The fear you feel is because something massive is about to happen in your life, in your Spiritual journey of life, and within you ;-) .. Always remember that your Soul is not afraid of anything, it is infinitely self aware. The Soul is infinite consciousness. Only the thinking ego-mind feels fear when it comes to venturing into the unknown and becoming Truth. The ego absolutely hates that idea. But it's total illusion . Soul is infinite love and light and is not scared of anything, not even death. The Soul laughs hysterically at any ideas of fear of death, because fear of death really means fear of life and fear of receiving and giving love. Truth is Always Paradoxical <3
I will close with this. I highly recommend reading the following link fully. And don't just "follow" these vital 7 factors, but BECOME all 7 factors when approaching Mother Ayahuasca, and you will be just fine and dandy! Much love! -
https://ayahuascoundrel.wordpress.com/2015/08/25/grandma-take-me-home-
Namaste!! OM !!
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