I often find your views strange.
Like how much you dislike the EU.
You dislike it to the point of encouraging populist, anti-immigrant, borderline fascist political parties all over Europe. Kind of seems like a case of cutting off your nose to spite your face, or however the saying goes.
It is like you ignore all the other negative outcomes that can arise from these elections except for the one that you hope may eventually materialize. But you care about it so much that it trumps pretty much everything else.
The EU needs to reform itself. It's out of touch with the people it's meant to represent, slow to react to crisis, and they trample over sovereign governments and people all the time. There is a reason that Euro skepticism is on the rise, because it's a godawful mess and Europe was better off without it. Far better to have a European wide free trade zone than a messy dysfunctional governing body that only manages to annoy those who have to deal with it.
To date, the mainstream parties have not proposed anything to deal with it, and the only ones crying for reform or destruction of the EU have been the populist parties, some of which may or may not have ties to fascism. It should be the mainstream parties pushing for reform, seeing as they have the most to lose, but time and time again you see them toeing the EU party line, thus frustrated citizens only have the populist parties to turn to.
So yes, I do side with the populist parties and the voice of the frustrated Euro citizen who would rather the EU go die in a hole somewhere, while hoping it's not the fascist parties that people feel the need to turn to.
In france for example, I did not wish that the Le Pen lead Popular Front won, I was hoping for the anti EU communist France Insoumise party to win. Granted I wanted the Popular front to be beat En Marche, but again, they were not my first choice.
As for ignoring the negative outcomes that may come to pass if and when these populist anti establishment parties win, you're right. For the most part, I do not pay too much attention to it. For I do believe, and a increasing amount of Europeans are as well, whatever short term negative consequences come up from their success is nothing compared to the long term benefits to leaving the EU.